Never Would've Thought....

I'm 17 and has had only 3 sex partners. My first was when I was 15, we had sex only ONCE.
The second tried to have sex with me unprotected. He was inside me for 2 seconds and I stopped him telling him that he needed a condom. After that we had sex twice both times with a condom.
The third guy made sure that we had sex with a condom.

Now, my doctor tells me that i have herpes and i'm devastated. I'm lost and scared. I always was the girl who was hard to get, shy, and SMART about who i have sex with. I'm confused and alone. I just don't understand how? Herpes really?
All i could think of was my future, I want to have children one day. But I don't want to have unprotected sex and my parter catch it as well, then it could risk that the baby has it too. It's not fair. How could this be? Like seriously? I feel so ashamed. Gosh. =/ Why?
why3x why3x
18-21, F
2 Responses May 21, 2012

I had herpes for almost a year now and during that time also I have tried several things. I did a search and I found the web site of HSV-Zero Product. Can control the outbreak, the important thing is to give a sense of relief from the pain itself. It's really a treat.

Me and my ex boyfriend had sex alot within a three years. We didn't use a condom and he knew I had it ahead of time. He has since been tested many times and I have not passed it too him. Im not saying that it always works that way but constantly take care of yourself and the medication your doctor provides you. I personally took Valtrex everyday and It def. helps.