Took A **** On My Life

I have not had many "partners" and yet out of all my friends I end up having herpes.. I found out today and I don't know if my boyfriend gave it to me and cheated on me and has been lying about sleeping with other people, or if the one guy(when we were on a break) I fooled around with not even slept with gave me this.. Idk who to blame. I feel alone and scared and honestly I feel unlovable.

Anyone have any wisdom?
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 9, 2013