I Hate It

I have HS since I was 15, at first I thought it would go away, but know I'm 20 and it's worst than it was. I just do know what to do, I'm scared to go see a doctor, but I know this is what I have. No one knows I have HS, I don't want to talk about it cause it's ugly and you never know how they will react. This is the first time I've talk about it and it just feel really good to know that I'm not the only one with HS and when I talk about it you know what I mean.

Some day it hurts like hell, I can't wear a white shirt it will stain, cause I have HS on my armpits. I want to my senior prom, but I picked one dress that would cover the under of my armpit and all night I couldn't dance like I wanted to cause you don't want anyone to know.

Since I was a little girl I've dream about my wedding. To find the right guy, but I've never had a boyfriend cause I really have a low self esteem and I'm really scared that that person wont accept me cause I have HS and it will gross him out!!!

I see my friend go out in tank tops, bikini, mini skirt, I cant do that cause they will see it. I just don't know what to do anymore but right now, I feel good cause for the first time I can talk about it with you, and you know what I'm talking about.
Mell92 Mell92
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 22, 2012

I really encourage you to go see a doctor! Prescribing something for your needs maybe a long and difficult process, but this is something only medication can cure.