Every Winter A War, Every Day A Battle

i have hidradenitis. i was diagnosed in 2009 after having suffered from the disease since puberty, circa 1989. days like today, when an eruption occurs, leave me despondent. i am in a mix, sad, weary, unmotivated. i had a birthday last week. i turned 38. i am thankful for my years. i can't say exactly how i feel about looking forward to another thirty-eight years of suffering with this disease. i take life one day at a time, but sometimes i can't help but to ponder the future...
bstam bstam
36-40
Nov 27, 2012