20 Living With Severe HS And Its Only Getting Worse Someone Talk! PleaseIm 20 years old .. i have had HS for about 7 years now...
it was never extremely bad just some in the groin area. but in the past 8 months it has progressed to severe. I can barely wear a bra im usually always in a sports bra.. I constantly have to wrap the sores on my legs and under my breasts just so they dont sick to my clothing. It has really brought me down the past couple months. I should be happy, i lost 55 pounds , i found an AMAZING man who loves me for me and supports me through this whole HS thing and anything else that's going on. Yes i am happy, but not nearly as happy as i should be. This HS is starting to affect my job. There is mornings i get up and can barely walk. I constantly have to wear a pad on the back of my underwear because there's one that leaks back there and leaks through all my pants. I just want to be able to dress up, wear what i want and feel good about myself again. I never thought it would escalate to this. I know i have my boyfriend and my mother to talk to about this but i need to talk to someone else who lives with it to.
I want to get married and have my dream strapless dress, and i feel like that wont happen because the boils under my arm leak and they look disgusting. Not to mention they smell so bad. I feel so...ewww disgusted about myself. I should be enjoying my life, but all i do anymore is sit and wonder why me? what did i do to deserve this?
missamberdawne 18-21, F 5 Responses 0 Feb 7, 2013