Is This Bad?

i have toughts now and then, really horrible thoughts about hurting my stepdad, my abuser, making him hurt, suffer feel the pain that i went through, what i am still going through, i wish that i could do what is in my head make him see what he has done to me, how dirty and scared he made me feel... is that such a bad thing?.. wanting someone to pay for what the done, make them feel your pain????
scaredgirlinside scaredgirlinside
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 4, 2010

see the police,and report this and get help,from victim support,to deal with this,this is not a man he is a weak bully.