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I Have Hsv

I Dont Want To Go On Anymore.

By: miserable322
Written on December 14th, 2011
I just recently discovered that I have HSV. My boyfriend of 4 years, and the father of my child, has completely thrown me under the bus. He tells me that all of this is my fault and that I have ruined his life, although he has not yet been diagnosed. He refuses to go get tested and he has left me as a result of all of this. I am very young and I am in school and I have a beautiful daughter but this this has hit me like a ton of bricks. I find myself crying all of the time and wishing that there was something that I could do to fix all of this. I feel like no one is ever going to want to be with me because of this and that I might as well just give up now because it won't make any difference. I literally have no one to turn to and I am so terrified of someone finding out about this. I need support from somewhere and I am afraid of what will happen if I don't get some. I have just lost all hope in everything and I want to get back to where I was before my diagnosis. If anyone can please help me and just be a friend, I really need someone.
By: miserable322
Age: 18-21 , Female
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  • art2renew
    art2renew

    I hope you're doing better now. It is devastating news to find out you're HSV positive, but it certainly doesn't mean the end of dating or that no one will ever want you. One in four people have HSV - that's 25% of the total population. That's a lot of people.

    Sep 9, 2012
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  • beblair25
    beblair25

    Hi I am also in school and I got diagnosed with HSV a couple of weeks ago. It has been beyond hard for me and the ups and downs that i have gone through are exhausting. For example, yesterday morning I started to feel happy again but by last night I was ready to give up and cry more. I share your feelings in that I will never find anyone else. I told two of m best friends and they have been very supportive but it is different because they do not share the same condition. It might be easier if i had someone to talk to who did

    Feb 7, 2012
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    • nata3ha
      nata3ha

      I has hsv at school at the best thing I can tell you is if you can try not to tell ANYONE!!!!! althogh some people have great friends like be lai25 I did not, I made the mistake of having a drink and telling what I thought was 2 close friends about my obs an I ecplaid it don't make me any different ad unless they were going to sleep with me it would make a difference and although Boone has said anything directly to me I hae heard them talking about it and saying in dirty ect but fact is I have only every been with one man and I'm still with him I unlike them
      Waited for someone I loved and unlucky hot hsv because of it lol bit I do know people that have partners that do not hae hsv and they do hae hsv, they ate really unloved and that sweet ad hard to fined I know but it dose happen, you never need to feel alone ty are litteretly millions of people in the same boat sweetie, I was there too and still feel like shot some days because it's hard everyone fined it hard, but belie me it gets better!! You feel great for month then one Ov and you feel shot for week bout look at it this way at Lear you felt good for a day :) all the best n

      Nov 19, 2012
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