Have Hope :)

I've had this skin condition my whole life. My father has it too. Luckily my skin isn't too bad and there are some areas that are smooth like under my knees, most of my face, and in my inner elbows. I have multiple health problems as well like being gluten intolerant. Growing up has been difficult. I wet the bed till I was 16 and still have occasional accidents. I'm currently 19. I can't tell you how many times people have looked and my hands and thought they were disgusting wrinkly and old looking. I can't tell you how many times I've missed slumber parties when I was little because I would wet the bed. I can't tell you how many times I've gone to an event and all they were serving was pizza I couldn't eat. PE was no fun because I had to change with lots of girls in the same room and I could see the flakes of skin as they came flying off my clothes. I've had people constantly ask me what's wrong with me because my skin is so dry. I've always been terribly self conscious. And during the summer sometimes my skin will feel worse because my skin gets dry, hot, and sweaty, causing rashes. I'm blessed to be able to have great friends who are understanding. I am lucky to live in the south where it doesn't get too cold. But I still have problems with my skin. I can't imagine what it'd be like to live up north, but someday I'll probably have to live there. I can't wear black shirts unless I bring a lint roller because my dead skin gets all over it. My furniture gets dusty quickly and my skin just seems to get everywhere! I can't shave my legs like other girls can because of all the bumps on my legs. And I always feel self conscious wearing shorts. I live in the south so I can't really get away with hiding under my clothes in 100 degree weather. I don't like the way my skin is. But I deal with it and have come to accept it. My boyfriend tells me, "It's just skin. It's another part of you, so why hate it? You're beautiful and I love everything about you." He's so accepting of me. To him my problems are just another more interesting thing about me that he wants to know more about and help me with. I've never been happier. He's the only boyfriend I've ever had but we've been together for over 2 years. He wants to adopt kids someday and I'm so glad because I would never want my kids to have to go through what health problems I've had to deal with. For those of you who feel hopeless about ever having a love life there is hope. Don't worry about what people think of you. If you just do what feels best for you, you'll find somebody who loves you for your personality and your body, "flaws" and all.
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2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

This really touched me . Thank you so much for spreading positive energy and giving hope . :)

well, i feels to talk to you about my skin and my life. if u don't mind please message me when u see this .

Thank you so much for this!!! I relate with everything you said from beginning to end. Thank you