I have it for a long time. There are times when I don't sleep at all but it's getting better lately, though even if I sleep I always feel sleepy afterwards and there's no way to shake off this feeling.
sat321 sat321
18-21, M
3 Responses Jul 19, 2010

i have the same problem. i cnt really sleep much.. i get tired but when i try to sleep i cant.<br />
my doc say its the mania. i guess my meds aren't working...<br />
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i hate it cuz sometimes i even think about taking all my meds just to get some shut eye..<br />
but then i realize id prolly die. <br />
idk what to do..

I have an erratic form of insomnia. I've had it for the last 3 years...and I haven't slept properly in the last three weeks straight. It's getting a bit too hard to handle. All the bad thoughts, all the restorying I do in my head...but I can't help it.<br />
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I end up feeling lethargic and sleeping for a good part of the day. I feel useless. :|

I hear what you are saying because sometimes when I sleep I don't feel that normal. Sometimes its because I worry about the things I did, that make me want to think about what I should fix. Usually all of the things I have done that I never really meant to do and I can't sleep when I worry. It's just not me when I am around people I love but when I am alone, I feel like I did do something wrong when I think about it.