I Hate And Love to Sleep.

Every night I know that I need to go to sleep but I can't and don't want to.  Yet at the same time I want to just sleep and sleep and sleep all day. Unfortunately, I'm in highschool and I only get about 3-4 hours of sleep a night because of sleep paralysis and insomnia. 

When I do manage to go to sleep I usually get night terrors or paralysis that prevents me from resting. I wake up about every hour or two for no reason and it makes me feel like I'm not getting any sleep at all.  I hate going to bed because of all of this but I need the sleep desperately. My grades are plummetting because I sleep in almost every class that I have. I also have sleep issues because I worry about everything before I go to sleep, including my friend (but that's another story).

Mango Mango
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 21, 2006

man, you sound like me at night....I spend most nights awake tell my body finly gives in.....but my is from going to Iraq.... maybe you sould talk to your family doc....I hope you can get some rest .....live free and happy<br />