I have been an insomniac all my life, I am doing better with a good amount of drugs every night. But tonight I got some really bad news and have to be up at 4 am to catch a flight, but every time I close my eyes I only see my brother hanging himself. My eyes burn from crying so much and all I want to do is close them, but I cry more when I do. I knew something was wrong and I knew it was my brother. There is a small chance he could pull through, but they don't know how long he was hanging there when he was found.