Tossing And Turning

I close my eyes and try to sleep everyday. I feel like i can not. I sleep downstairs or at least try so i wont wake the baby up. I sleep maybe 2 or 3 hours if im lucky sometimes i sleep in the day when the baby takes a nap. sleeping pills do not work i feel i can not control it anymore i am tired but when i try and sleep i can not i give up and read, crochet, or turn the computer on and try to fall asleep hours pass and the baby wakes up and it is when i finally am sleepy but i can not sleep i wait till he is finally sleepy so i can take a nap with him.