Sleepless For The Best Reason I Can Think OfI have often suffered in the past from insomnia , out of anxiety. But there are other nights I've found sleeping very difficult, for reasons that are quite the opposite. Yesterday was another of those nights.
Have you ever felt that your heart's so full of love, it actually feels physically full, like a full stomach after a big meal? I get that sometimes, and what an exquisite feeling it is. It woke me up last night. Now, I'm not a big romantic, but love matters to me, and it motivates me. There are different types of love, and two of my favourite were filling my heart last night, and I woke feeling deeply grateful for both. Underlying one type of love I was feeling, is the result of study and practise of a path my friends have read me mention in vague terms for about a year now I guess, on my blog. I will be even more vague in this story. Sorry. Too private for EP. As for the second type of love... Well. I have said a lot already about this person. Often I wonder if I've reached my limit, as far as trying to express myself goes with words alone. I can't help saying a little more though, sometimes. The sum of it all, far less than what is deserved.
Some blessings cause me insomnia. And that I don't mind at all.