No Light Switch On My Brain
I can never sleep when I have had a stressful day, will have a stressful day, or if I didn't give it my all to meditate and be calm before bed, whereas my boyfriend will start snoring mid-sentence during pillow talk. It's very frustrating, especially when you can't help but calculate how little sleep you got or will get all the time. Especially when you know it is not how much you need. I have tried pills, heating pads, massages, lavendar oil, meditation, yoga, and late-night walks. No matter what, there will never be a solution. I can't stop thinking, and my brain is even more of a mumbled mess than this story! I hope everyone else out there knows that just because they are suffering and it's their own struggle, they are never alone. You have lots of sisters and brothers that feel your pain too!