I dislike the idea of being physically and emotionally close to someone. The idea makes me panic. I actually had a panic attack when someone asked me out once because I was emotionally attached to them and I don't know how to deal with it at all.
At the same time, I have the desire for physical and emotional intimacy. Mostly hugging and talking type. But I can't handle situations where that occurs. And I am extremely uncomfortable with physical touching without extreme emotional intimacy.
Avotica Avotica
22-25, F
Aug 20, 2014