The Dirty Mistress

I am scared to be abandoned again, when I was 16 my mother kicked me out and left, I dont know where she went but she left. I never had a good home life, but at least I knew that I had somewhere to go before she left.

I have never had a real relationship with a man because I dont want to get close to someone and they just leave me. I dont want to go thru the pain of being left again. I am happy where I am, alone so now there is no one to hurt me.

I am I guess what you would call a home wrecker, I have a problem staying away from married men. I am the dirty misstress .. AND forever will be.
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2 Responses Jun 26, 2012

These relationships that your choosing are because of your abandonment issues. You believe that something is wrong with you, so you choose relationships that are on your terms, so that you call the shots, and avoid getting hurt. You and I both know that deep down inside you're not happy. I understand where you're coming from, and I feel for you. If you ever want to talk, I'm here for you.

you are not a dirty girl . no way . <br />
you were just so hurt in your life so what u do now is keeping a lock on your heart and soul . thats all . GOD BLESS U.