Darkness And Despair

My heart and soul are filled with darkness and despair. My very special person that I have known online for 7 years has married. The board that we were on together has now closed. I will probably not hear from him anymore and that fills me with pain. His birthday is today. I barely feel like going on.  Nothing to live for or to look forward to.
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26-30
Jan 8, 2013