We'll Probably Never Get Past It
Every since I was a small child, there has been an invisible wall between me and my mother. It's a strange form of rejection, being cared for from a distance, but still living in the same house. I won't say why the rejection became apparent, because it's very personal to me, but I was only 6 or 7, maybe younger, when it started. Everytime I try to bridge that gap, it only gets worse through other issues. I'm starting to believe it's a lost cause, just let it go. Let the thought of having a normal relationship with her, fade into the distance.