Why Are You So Controlling?

This is exactly how I feel-

I'm tired of being what you want me to be..
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're
expecting of me..
Put under the pressure of
walking in your shoes..
Every step that I take is another
mistake to you..
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there..
Become so tired, so much more
aware..
I'm becoming this, all I want to
do Is be more like me and be less like you..

Can't you see that you're
smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you
thought I would be,
Has fallen apart right in front of
you...
Every step that I take is another
mistake to you..
And every second I waste is
more than I can take....

I've become so numb, I can't feel
you there,
Become so tired, so much more
aware..
I'm becoming this, all I want to
do
Is be more like me and be less
like you...
And I know
I may end up failing too..
But I know
You were just like me with
someone disappointed in you..

I've become so numb...
I'm tired of being what you want me to be...


These are the lyrics of the song Numb by Linkin Park.. But thats what i'm feeling right now...
Numb! And so very tired of trying to fulfill all her expectations, but whatever I do its never good enough for her.. Always finding faults even when there are none..