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Why Are You So Controlling?

This is exactly how I feel-

I'm tired of being what you want me to be..
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're
expecting of me..
Put under the pressure of
walking in your shoes..
Every step that I take is another
mistake to you..
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there..
Become so tired, so much more
aware..
I'm becoming this, all I want to
do Is be more like me and be less like you..

Can't you see that you're
smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you
thought I would be,
Has fallen apart right in front of
you...
Every step that I take is another
mistake to you..
And every second I waste is
more than I can take....

I've become so numb, I can't feel
you there,
Become so tired, so much more
aware..
I'm becoming this, all I want to
do
Is be more like me and be less
like you...
And I know
I may end up failing too..
But I know
You were just like me with
someone disappointed in you..

I've become so numb...
I'm tired of being what you want me to be...


These are the lyrics of the song Numb by Linkin Park.. But thats what i'm feeling right now...
Numb! And so very tired of trying to fulfill all her expectations, but whatever I do its never good enough for her.. Always finding faults even when there are none..
starlit11 starlit11 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 18, 2012

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I had similar problems with my dad, but in the end when i grew my understanding i found him right.I always regretted never considering his advice.See there is generation gap between us and our parents.But in terms of decision making,know people and aspects of life other than the professional ones we should always consider our parents advice.Every person has their negative aspects as no man is perfect, but we have to learn and accept their positive aspects

I LOVE LINKIN PARK:3

All I want to do is be more like me and less like you. I can really relate to that part, because I never want to end up being like my mother who is also controlling and over-protective. I want to be more like myself, but I am just finding out who I am. And I am now in my 50's it has taken me this long to realize that I had no sense of who I was.

i love this song, same what happing for me i never good enough for her, my sis family and even ppl