I Have Issues
1. I am introverted so people rarely notice me or pay attention since I seem to blend into the background. I try to interact with people even my own family and its like screaming to the top of your lungs and nobody hears you!
2. I am jobless. I've been doing extensive searching lately, but no luck, thanks to this blasted economy, have only worked in two places last year but that didn't last long. My service for one had ended because the summer job season was up, another was with a Catering Company who lacked sufficient work on a regular basis, usually held me up for months or weeks at a time, eventually they just stopped calling.
3. I live with a psychopathic drug addicted, jobless, scum of a father with a struggling working mother who strifes to deal with her relationship with him plus keep the house together. During the time when I was working, I did my best to help her out but even that wasn't enough so she required help from social services or wherever we could go when we were high in bills and possible debt due to the financial lack even with the help of my uncle. We are still struggling but somehow through God we're making it...least I have faith in that.
4. I am searching for a proper trade to get into considering community college wasted a lot of my time and money when I was going but decided not to return considering the amount of loans and other payments I'd have to deal with. And at this current time I would not have the proper finance to afford any of it since I am still unemployed. Financial aid can only grant a student so much before they have to pay from their pockets, this economy doesn't bode well for college right now and I need to go with what's affordable.
5. I suffer from writer's block and artist block so I can hardly get any artwork done they used to come and go but my art block seems to linger more so than I thought it would originally. So to counter it I pour my artistic innovations into painted poetry through words, gets the job done and its pretty effective. I used to write so many stories but they all became blocked when reaching a certain part...of it. Then I became fixated on the next idea and that too became blocked.
6. I am contemplating suicide due to the fact that my existence is pretty null and void. I realized it when I reflected on my lonely story on my profile page and finally came to a horrid realization against my faith in God which is my suicidal story on my profile page.
7. I deal with a hairloss condition that's tampered with the majority of my life so far and that is also on my profile page under Alopecia Universalis.
8. I suffer from Insomnia, Asthma, Allergies, Social Anxiety, ADHD and Severe Depression/Clinical Depression. And probably more...than I'm aware of.
I think I'll stop here for now but you can look at this too for other things about me: http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Want-You-To-Tell-Me-Something-About-You/2684467
2. I am jobless. I've been doing extensive searching lately, but no luck, thanks to this blasted economy, have only worked in two places last year but that didn't last long. My service for one had ended because the summer job season was up, another was with a Catering Company who lacked sufficient work on a regular basis, usually held me up for months or weeks at a time, eventually they just stopped calling.
3. I live with a psychopathic drug addicted, jobless, scum of a father with a struggling working mother who strifes to deal with her relationship with him plus keep the house together. During the time when I was working, I did my best to help her out but even that wasn't enough so she required help from social services or wherever we could go when we were high in bills and possible debt due to the financial lack even with the help of my uncle. We are still struggling but somehow through God we're making it...least I have faith in that.
4. I am searching for a proper trade to get into considering community college wasted a lot of my time and money when I was going but decided not to return considering the amount of loans and other payments I'd have to deal with. And at this current time I would not have the proper finance to afford any of it since I am still unemployed. Financial aid can only grant a student so much before they have to pay from their pockets, this economy doesn't bode well for college right now and I need to go with what's affordable.
5. I suffer from writer's block and artist block so I can hardly get any artwork done they used to come and go but my art block seems to linger more so than I thought it would originally. So to counter it I pour my artistic innovations into painted poetry through words, gets the job done and its pretty effective. I used to write so many stories but they all became blocked when reaching a certain part...of it. Then I became fixated on the next idea and that too became blocked.
6. I am contemplating suicide due to the fact that my existence is pretty null and void. I realized it when I reflected on my lonely story on my profile page and finally came to a horrid realization against my faith in God which is my suicidal story on my profile page.
7. I deal with a hairloss condition that's tampered with the majority of my life so far and that is also on my profile page under Alopecia Universalis.
8. I suffer from Insomnia, Asthma, Allergies, Social Anxiety, ADHD and Severe Depression/Clinical Depression. And probably more...than I'm aware of.
I think I'll stop here for now but you can look at this too for other things about me: http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Want-You-To-Tell-Me-Something-About-You/2684467
By:
Lushiro
Age:
18-21
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Male
