Possessive Much!

I am selfish, very possessive and jealous..
I know it is a big thing but I can't stop myself.
Everytime I saw my bestfriend,
Having a good time, smiling together with other friends
Makes me want to cry but I can't show others I am hurting like that
Beating myself out, asking "Why can't I do that?"

I am selfish, very possessive and jealous..
I know it is a big thing but I can't stop myself.
Staying by her side without her smiling,
Or seeing her with others laughing?
Why oh why, I can't choose the latter one?
Even she prefer other's company and chats

I am selfish, very possessive and jealous..
I know it is a big thing but I can't stop myself.
I just need her..

*I am not lesbian :P*
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Feb 9, 2013