I Wear Diapers And I'm A Infantilist

I have liked diapers since I was nine years old and have been wearing them off and on since I was 17. Now I wear them 24/7 because my husband forced me too (I have always had a fantasy since high school about being forced to wear diapers) or I get punished and I do get punished because I don't always wear my diapers and I like to test him to see how far I can go and to see how serious he is with all this. I am not even allowed to use the toilet but I sneak it sometimes. I hate the punishments though and I hate it when I get punished for no reason.

I also like to being a baby girl. I cuddle up with my husband who is my daddy (not biological dad, I mean my pretend dad, it's called role playing) and I like getting my diapers changed by him, I also love to be spanked by him and being put in baby clothes. I even drink out of sippy cups sometimes and I call him "dad" or "daddy." Sometimes I want to be a kid again and not be an adult where I don't want to worry about life like money or work but I know that is not possible. I have to work to make money or we would have less income and I have my son to take care of and we can't afford a full time nanny. So I am a mother in diapers. My dad also calls me "little girl" and tells me I am. I am also child like so it helps with our role. He even feels he has two kids for real and he doesn't mind.

To me it's all fun and relaxing when I am his baby girl and when I am in diapers and I love peeing in them.

This is a kink, lifestyle and fun for me. It makes me feel happier inside as I wear diapers and I am calmer in them as my husband says and my online friends. It has improved our marriage and our sex. I also call it a fetish because it's classified as one and I don't understand why that word is so bad. If something is considered a fetish, you have a fetish. No big deal. I have been saying I have a diaper fetish and listing infantlism as my fetish before I realized it was sexual for me in some ways.

I do find diapers sexual when it comes to diaper changes and sometimes peeing in them is sexual and messing in them too. I sometimes ********** in my wet diapers. I also find it sexy when someone puts a diaper on someone.

girlwithanxiety girlwithanxiety
26-30, F
3 Responses May 9, 2012

you are both lucky to have found each other and i hope you have a long and happy life together.

He is a very lucky man and you are also a very lucky woman who has someone who is willing to take the time and effort keeping you in diapers and changing you when needed.

He's a lucky man!