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First Time Acceptance ..

I have just accepted that im a kleptomaniac, I am not sure why... im sure i need help... and i dont knowhow to seek it...or where...

 

It started when i was a kid perhaps 10 or 11.. I cant remember that some family members would complain i had stolen a stupid music casette or something... then it started with the money... as little as i could find in a pocket to spend it at school... that money was from my parents...

I would find it wrong...

Then years went by and my mom and close family knew me as the one who alwas took little money.. and it was bad but i never stopped and they never actually stopped me from it

 

at school i would go in the bathrooms at ph class to pick money from pockets and wallets left there...

after i finished school i went tolive with my dad and i would steal alot of cash from him... from his cash savings hidden somewhere i dunno how but id find them and took a little to buy stuff... of just to save it for me... then i got hold of internet shopping with his credit cards and i spend a looooot of money and now its my fauld that he is in debt...

 

I came back home and now i have i job, i admit i would never steal from my job i only steal from my parents now. i have a boyfriend and never have stolen from him or from my friends...  im a manager and all im very loved at my job and have a decent $800 salary... but i steal from my mom... i have written checks for people to change and to give me the cash...

i spend the money eating out... hanging out... and other stuff... to buy and to pay my bills... she just found out i spent around 1500.00 and i have to pay her back in a month and a half...

I dont know how to stop ...

I think because they are my parents i would pay them back...

I already did this before to my mom and spend around 1000 writing checks under my name...and im paying her back already and now this.

 

does anyone relate to this story... i would accept your opinions... and if you have any advice please share it with me. thanks.

heed09 heed09 22-25 Aug 17, 2009

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