He Was My First Boyfriend

I met him and we instantly clicked. we liked the same music, the same shows we were just in tune with eachother. our first kiss was one I'll never forget. we were walking aimlessly in my town. he had his arm around me when suddenly he stopped us. he touched my face and lifted up my chin ever so gently and gave me a kiss that made my knees weak. after that I became his girlfriend. I remember the first time we said I love you. we were on his bed and he said, "I have a question.." and I asked what it was. "are you in love with me?" I giggled and said yes. he said that he loved me too. I had a fire for him. I loved him with all my heart and soul and I treated him like it. unfortunately the relationship started to cool off after two months. after 3 more months I called him one night to see what he was up to and he said that he didn't love me anymore and that it was over. my heart crashed to the ground and shattered into a billion tiny pieces. my world ended. I cried like I have never cried before. he wounded me badly. I am still picking up the pieces to my heart 2 years later. I have never been able to love a man like I loved him. we laughed together, we cried together. we were two peas in a pod.