True Love and True Loss
The pain cuts like a knife. Can't eat, can't sleep, don't want to go anywhere. I see traces of him all around the house, in little things outside, in small memories..in remembering good times and not so good times. Walking around, feeling like an empty shell is difficult. I don't want to go on, don't want to put myself out there for more pain. Don't want to try again for fear of the pain again. All I want is a true and forever love. Someone to make me happy and someone to be able to make happy. Bah humbug on love. What is the point?