Life Is A Storm In Many Ways That Without Faith Could Destroy You; But God Gives Strength.

With all of life difficulties my wife comes home on her 125cc scooter from her teaching job of 68 1st grade pupils and says she is almost out of gas and has only 30 peso. She asked if I had any and my count was 40. So the combined is about 70 peso worth of Gas. When she gets paid monthly about one hundred dollars, twenty will get sent to her mom and dad in another part of the Philippines who are good people with absolutely nothing; and the rest goes towards our rent and power which leaves us with little to nothing. We will get fish on word of mouth credit, buy rice and just get by with God who always watches over us, so on occasion a little here and a little there will come to us. We pray together and have always maintained our faith no matter what. After two and a half years of asking God to help us with funds to become man and wife and no answer ever came, Mylene bought a set of rings for twenty four dollars and we were married in a local judge’s home. Our roof leaks, we have but two pans. My coffee is do it yourself boiled water on our gas camping stove, a wire strainer with a paper towel for a filter to make a cup of coffee. I have not had a meal of choice since thanksgiving of 2006. I could tell of more other problems than any want to even hear because we all and this whole world have problems. I need only little here and there, maybe some Kraft dinners sent in a box; but after over three years of trying for any kind of help from brethren, churches, religious websites and anybody having to do with God, much hurt has only come that has only increased my faith and given me much more understanding of God’s truth that I have been privately learning of for 18 years now. As great as needs have been for so long, I have learned to trust only in God because His words in the Holy Bible are so very true regarding all subjects.

Job 8:13-15 is identification to those who say one thing but do another while forgetting John 13:34, 1 Corinthians 13:2 and Revelation 22:14 along with Hebrews 4:12-13 and 1 Samuel 2:3.

Yet the faith of my wife and I never wavers because we love our Lord God in our hearts. So He loves us. Proverbs 8:17

We have faith that He is very pleased with because we seek Him as silver and hid treasure, so He will reward us. Proverbs 2:4, Hebrews 11:6

He knows our every need. Matthew 6:8

He says for us to cast our cares upon Him for he careth for us, so we do. 1 Peter 5:7

We accept our lives as they are while never questioning God just as Job, Paul, Daniel, Jeremiah, Moses, Elijah and all men of God because we know that he has the cards of life and will always deal our greatest needs, but in His own ways and His own time.  

My whole life past was of always giving much and my wife loves to do the same. But when in need, from experiences, only God seems to really care. There are good people, but so few that only God can be the one who finds them for those who put all of their trust in only Him.
When life of Jeremiah became so difficult he went so far asking God if He was a liar in 15:18. Read of what Paul went through in 2 Corinthians 11:23-27. Read of my dedication to God because life is tough and its now November 7, 2010, and we have hardly anything to eat with little money of less than twenty dollars with bills to pay. 

May God be with all who have faith and love for our Father God with obedience and trust to do as He says while just waiting because you know He will never leave of forsake those who have fully devoted themselves only to Him
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61-65, M
Mar 2, 2010