I Lost My Boxer

I had a Boxer named Bitcy from the time I was four till I was 17. She was the most loving and caring dog I've ever had. She was very motherly, and tried to take in any puppy she could and make it her own. She suffered from lymphoma for three years(most don't past two). We didn't know she had the illness until I notice little tumors growing on her body, so my aunt took her the vet. The vet said there was nothing he could do, so he put her to sleep. I was so devistated when she died. I cried for weeks. It's been ten months and I still can't she is gone.