Why I Lost Her So Early?

maggi was depressed after i got married and left her with my parents.I was everything for her.She never accepted my husband and never made eye contact with him.Whenever maggi saw my hubbie with me she used to leave that place.I saw her behaving like a human not ready to share his love.My other two doggies made good friends with my hubbie.Vets could not discover the disease she was suffering from.I hate them.She had lost her appetite.I did not realise she was going to die.I was not with her in her last few days and this guilt makes me cry every time.She passed away just 8months after we got separated.I hate myself for neglecting her.The love i have for her i cannot make anyone understand and suffer alone.