I Miss You Baby Girl..x

On the 24th of may 2012 my heart was shattered in to a million bits, i was told at my 25 week scan that my beautiful babys heart had stopped and that the growth had slowed down, i completely broke down as i was told just two weeks before my scan that my babys heart was beating strong, then on saturday the 26th may 2012 i gave birth to a beautiful baby girl my little layla louise she was perfect but so tiny i held her lifeless body for at least five hours. i am completely detroyed and dont no how to cope i cant stop hearing the words i am so sorry but i cant find a heart beat out of my head it plays over and over again like a broken record, i cant get the image off my little girls beautiful face out of my head, everything i do reminds me off her, i miss feeling her little kicks and i miss rubbing my bump i miss her soooooooooo much and would do any thing to have her back. mummy loves you baby girl i will be with you one day i miss you angel <3 xx
sophie18x sophie18x
18-21, F
Jun 1, 2012