An Opportunity LostI'm 28 years old and never had a girlfriend. I blame it on bad luck. Everyone around me seems to have no problem meeting women, but not me. I never understood it, until two years ago when I fell in love with the woman of my dreams and she loved me as well. I was soooo happy and excited. Here's the monkey wrench though- she is married and has a son. She was not happy with her husband and fell for me. She promised she would leave him and be with me forever. We were together for three amazing months (worked together for five months before that). He found out about the two of us but instead of divorcing her, he got her pregnant. She told me that she can't say no to him which is why she got pregnant, but would still leave him after the baby was born. She broke things off a few weeks later saying she changed her mind and that things would not have worked out which is bullcrap (why did she want to be with me then?)
I am completely devastated by this and the worst part is that I know that she still loves me and truly wants to be with me but she loves her kids more and believes that staying with her husband is the best thing to do for them. She never told me any of this but I know it is true.
I feel like my one chance at happiness has been blown. Now I'm back where I started, yearning for her every minute of every day. How can I live like this?