In Humans

I still would like the world to be a better place. I still support these in pain and living injustice. But I don't relate to "people", to the mass. And I don't want to. It can be taken for coldness and arrogance, but it's more rebellion and disgust. I have lost hope in people, and in this world. I really don't want to be a part of that. I honestly don't kow what I'm gonna do. I try to remember good moments, think about things I like. This doesn't include much people actually. Very few of them. If you asked yourself, yes, you can be deeply human and become asocial. Once you gathered how it works. 

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3 Responses Mar 27, 2009

Well Shellfinder stole my words.<br />
Many people are shallow or just lost and they try to mimic what they see. Then the busier the town you live in, the worse it gets. But again the really small towns have their own problems too.<br />
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Try to invent your own reality. That is actually the beauty of the internet and sites like this one. You can be who you want to be. If people like it, they will come. If not, they don't. <br />
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But I hear you. The world can be a totally lonely place. You just need to learn how to make the most of it. But being a shut in, will really mess with your head. I know I have a desk job now, and I don't travel very far from home anymore and it sucks!

You know, whenever I feel that the world of people suck, it usually because I have been shown the pockets of society that really do not make a difference. I mean I guess there is a hodge podge of those everywhere.<br />
It too gets me down, as you say.<br />
But then I go someplace where people are genuinly good, and do make a difference. People that are full of good human spirit for the human race, or nature or creatures. It makes me glad to be a part of it.<br />
So I guess its good that you are not living in a bubble of comforting thoughts venturing out there to expand your reality. So...go make a difference. Change the world. :)

I think you're not alone in this... I feel the same disgust... although I love people and I'm very compassionate, I cannot take society's bulsh*t... there's so much wrong... I have a few friends who share this opinion with me and I really enjoy being with them.... I guess I'll have to add one more friend to that list :D