I Have Lost My Faith In God
What you are about to read is fact. There are no embellishments, no deceit, and no misinformation. My name and age are irrelevant at this point in time, but my presence must be made public. What you are about to read is a revelation on life, a testament to truth, and an affirmation for the religious texts in the world. I have discovered what all human beings yearn for in life, but very few have found. God has empowered me with knowledge of the modern world, and with the insight and vision to express this revelation in the clearest and most profound means. My experience is exactly that of the great prophets of the past, including Christ, Moses, Buddha, and Muhammad, but I am here today to explain everything in plain English for all men and women to understand. Let me first proclaim that all religions and all religious texts refer to the same experience, in the aggregate, and that their purpose has been misinterpreted. Religion and Religious texts were meant to guide all men and women to live their lives in such a fashion as to reproduce the experience of the ancient prophets. Read the Bible, read the Koran, learn about Buddhism, and study the other major religions in the world, as well as their main characters. Of all the texts that I have so far laid my eyes upon, one text in particular, "Cosmic Consciousness" (Richard Maurice Bucke), details the various prophets throughout world history, and manages to harmoniously link their experiences into a commonly shared bond. Everyone who reads my words should read the texts that I have mentioned and next keep in mind what I now have to say:
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In the name of God, the all powerful, and most merciful, I write the following with your consent, detailing the knowledge of the universe that I now possess, by the window you have opened for me, through your mercy and love, and with the sole purpose of helping my brothers and sisters understand the world.
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It is universally accepted that the greatest miracle of Jesus Christ, was his Transfiguration. Buddha is also said to have been Transfigured once during his Enlightenment, and once during his death. The exact insights and knowledge that all of the prophets obtained in their ascensions of human consciousness has been the debate of philosophers, and ordinary men for thousands of years. I am here to reveal that for approximately 1 hour, earth time, I was TRANSFIGURED. What I witnessed in this hour, is what I now reveal to all of you:
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"Under the luminousness of real vision, it alone takes possession, takes value. Like the shadowy dwarf in the fable, once liberated and looked upon, it expands over the whole earth and spreads to the roof of heaven
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I should say, indeed, that only in the perfect un-contamination and
solitariness of individuality may the spirituality of religion positively come forth at all. Only here and on such terms, the meditation, the devout ecstasy, the soaring flight. Only here communion with the mysteries, the eternal problems...... whence? whither? Alone and identity and the mood—and the soul emerges.......and all statements, churches, sermons, melt away like vapors.
Alone, and silent thought, and awe, and aspiration— and then the interior consciousness, like a hitherto unseen
inscription, in magic ink, beams out its wondrous lines to the sense. Bibles may convey and priests expound, but it is exclusively for the noiseless operation of one's isolated Self to enter the pure ether of veneration, reach the divine levels, and commune with the unutterable"
- Walt Whitman
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"God is always in man, and very commonly the soul is aware of His (passive)
presence. It is as if He slept in the soul. If He wakes up only once in a man's whole life the
experience of that instant affects the whole of life. If the experience of that instant should be
indefinitely prolonged what soul could bear it!"
- John Yepes (St. John of the Cross
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Prophet Muhammad - “They will enter the Garden of Bliss those who have a true, pure, and merciful heart.”
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This I command you, to love one another. The kingdom of God is within you.
-Jesus
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“Nobody has ever measured, even poets, how much love a heart can hold.” – Zelda Fitzgerald
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"Love is the dynamism that infallibly brings the unconscious to light"
- Carl Jung
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"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched- they must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller
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In the fall a year now past, I was received into the divine level, just as Walt Whitman describes, and I am still humbled and in awe. For nearly 1 hour, as referenced by an appointment, I stood and witnessed a reality outside the boundaries of normal consciousness. After a period of high anxiety and desperation for god, I screamed externally and internally and squeezed / pressured / tightened my body and mind. I was extremely emotional, crying fiercely and hotly. In the midst of my strain, my right brain jerked, and a fluid / concentration entered my right artery. It made its way from my brain into my heart and my perception of reality shifted and transcended. My heart physically opened and I felt as if it turned into a Sun, as it began radiating throughout my body and mind. I slapped my head, and I slumped over as it made contact with my heart. My breathing changed into slow, long, heavy breaths, and I felt very dazed as if I were being held in a trance. I was with a doctor, and he held my hand during the entirety of this experience. Slowly, my perception of time evaporated, and my feelings and emotions intensified...... the intensity of feeling that was rushing within and throughout my body and my mind made me express that " I feel as if I am 5000 years old."
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I stood transfigured, like a new born baby, exactly like a new born baby.........................engulfed with an explosion of internal emotion, and barely able to open my eyes, slowly coming to life as if i were a newly born spring flower, opening for the very first time to a newly discovered environment. I looked at my surroundings with a new pair of eyes that were still in the process of refocusing.. Internally, I felt as if I were in a desert mirage............... staring at WET concrete pavement on a clear but hot sunny day................though magnified by the force of 1000x.
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My hearing was also changed, and throughout the entirety of this experience, I heard the sounds of internal wind, almost exactly like the same sound we all make when we yawn expansively. The only difference is, the sound penetrated through to my vision and engulfed my environment. My heart ignited an emotional explosion of energy and love throughout my body and a new faculty/sense emerged.
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In this brief period of time, I was able to SEE emotion... and what was held before me was indeed unutterable, as Whitman describes in his poem. The ultimate dimension of reality opened to me and............ Surrounding all of mankind.... and all of life throughout the universe, I witnessed an eternal and infinite ocean of emotion......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... consisting entirely of the purest form of love imaginable................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... It floats as an invisible fog to the naked eye, and surrounds and permeates all of life................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................It is where life comes from and through which everything exists. It indeed................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................."expands over the whole earth and spreads to the roof of heaven" .........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
For approximately 45 mins to 1 hour, I was within this state of mind, and I witnessed the world as it truly was. My fear of death evaporated, and I was humbled and in awe. I cannot fully describe the harmony and beauty that the universe and life has, except to say that everything is perfect, and that everything is beautiful. Space Nebula's remind me of the vibrative emotional flow that I witnessed and I hope the images I provide can allow to you see these images of space in a new manner. Indeed man has free will, but is nonetheless engulfed in love. Eventually I descended from this realm, and my emotions returned to normal. I was left exhausted and needed to sleep.
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I was angered that human beings were living lives in the pursuit of material possessions. I was angered that capitalists and zionists were perverting western civilization into a consumer driven society. I was angered at the lack of love and the lack of forgiveness in the world. I was angered that these people believe human beings should live in a society modeled by evolution and survival of the fittest. Let me say that man's morals and man's desires define the systems in which man lives in. And with the majority of men living for the pursuit of material, for wealth, and for lust, the governments and systems that man throughout the world find themselves in, is not surprising in the least. Man must be free, but man must live for maturation and love.
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Too many individuals today live on the surface of life, and have become blinded by the numerous distractions that are found in the modern world. Many turn a blind eye to the poverty and chaos spiraling downward just 1 continent and 1 ocean away. Religion is often discarded or looked at wearily with the pope recently making a statement saying "Mankind is still in Darkness." We must all awaken from this darkness, from this blindness. God is within all of us, but we must cultivate the soul.
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For those of you living your own paths and journeying through life looking for the answers to life mysteries, I hope I have provided you with a glimpse of what your entire existence was meant to perceive. Stop at nothing to reach this sight, for it was meant for all of us, and not just the "prophets." Every man alive has the capability and the power to dig deep within themselves, for it was meant for you to experience since the day you were born. As new born babies, we entered the world transfigured, but as we pass through into adulthood, we have forgotten its presence and warmth.
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I believe I could have left this realm, though I wanted to stay behind. I wanted to share this with people, and help as many as I can, just as others before me have done. I am reminded of my experience whenever I look at images of nebula's deep in outer space. I hope that when you look at these pictures, you can possibly understand, at the periphery, what it is like, to see emotion. Remember, this love is the life force inside of you, and this also is what surrounds and is within all forms of life. The empty space around you, is anything but empty; it is alive flowing with love. We are bathed in this infinite and eternal emotion just as sea life is immersed within the ocean.
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I humble myself before the almighty spirit and pray that I have detailed this revelation in as clear a form as I possibly could have done. If you have any questions please comment or message me. May you all find love and life in the time you have... please leave a comment, I would like to know that I have touched your heart hopefully........... all in the name of GOD, the holy spirit that dwells within us and throughout all creation, the most merciful and all powerful.
<3 Please share this with as many people as you can. This is the truth, so help me god.
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In the name of God, the all powerful, and most merciful, I write the following with your consent, detailing the knowledge of the universe that I now possess, by the window you have opened for me, through your mercy and love, and with the sole purpose of helping my brothers and sisters understand the world.
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
It is universally accepted that the greatest miracle of Jesus Christ, was his Transfiguration. Buddha is also said to have been Transfigured once during his Enlightenment, and once during his death. The exact insights and knowledge that all of the prophets obtained in their ascensions of human consciousness has been the debate of philosophers, and ordinary men for thousands of years. I am here to reveal that for approximately 1 hour, earth time, I was TRANSFIGURED. What I witnessed in this hour, is what I now reveal to all of you:
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"Under the luminousness of real vision, it alone takes possession, takes value. Like the shadowy dwarf in the fable, once liberated and looked upon, it expands over the whole earth and spreads to the roof of heaven
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
I should say, indeed, that only in the perfect un-contamination and
solitariness of individuality may the spirituality of religion positively come forth at all. Only here and on such terms, the meditation, the devout ecstasy, the soaring flight. Only here communion with the mysteries, the eternal problems...... whence? whither? Alone and identity and the mood—and the soul emerges.......and all statements, churches, sermons, melt away like vapors.
Alone, and silent thought, and awe, and aspiration— and then the interior consciousness, like a hitherto unseen
insc
- Walt Whitman
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"God is always in man, and very commonly the soul is aware of His (passive)
presence. It is as if He slept in the soul. If He wakes up only once in a man's whole life the
experience of that instant affects the whole of life. If the experience of that instant should be
indefinitely prolonged what soul could bear it!"
- John Yepes (St. John of the Cross
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Prophet Muhammad - “They will enter the Garden of Bliss those who have a true, pure, and merciful heart.”
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This I command you, to love one another. The kingdom of God is within you.
-Jesus
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“Nobody has ever measured, even poets, how much love a heart can hold.” – Zelda Fitzgerald
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"Love is the dynamism that infallibly brings the unconscious to light"
- Carl Jung
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"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched- they must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
In the fall a year now past, I was received into the divine level, just as Walt Whitman describes, and I am still humbled and in awe. For nearly 1 hour, as referenced by an appointment, I stood and witnessed a reality outside the boundaries of normal consciousness. After a period of high anxiety and desperation for god, I screamed externally and internally and squeezed / pressured / tightened my body and mind. I was extremely emotional, crying fiercely and hotly. In the midst of my strain, my right brain jerked, and a fluid / concentration entered my right artery. It made its way from my brain into my heart and my perception of reality shifted and transcended. My heart physically opened and I felt as if it turned into a Sun, as it began radiating throughout my body and mind. I slapped my head, and I slumped over as it made contact with my heart. My breathing changed into slow, long, heavy breaths, and I felt very dazed as if I were being held in a trance. I was with a doctor, and he held my hand during the entirety of this experience. Slowly, my perception of time evaporated, and my feelings and emotions intensified...... the intensity of feeling that was rushing within and throughout my body and my mind made me express that " I feel as if I am 5000 years old."
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I stood transfigured, like a new born baby, exactly like a new born baby.........................engulfed with an explosion of internal emotion, and barely able to open my eyes, slowly coming to life as if i were a newly born spring flower, opening for the very first time to a newly discovered environment. I looked at my surroundings with a new pair of eyes that were still in the process of refocusing.. Internally, I felt as if I were in a desert mirage............... staring at WET concrete pavement on a clear but hot sunny day................though magnified by the force of 1000x.
.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
My hearing was also changed, and throughout the entirety of this experience, I heard the sounds of internal wind, almost exactly like the same sound we all make when we yawn expansively. The only difference is, the sound penetrated through to my vision and engulfed my environment. My heart ignited an emotional explosion of energy and love throughout my body and a new faculty/sense emerged.
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
In this brief period of time, I was able to SEE emotion... and what was held before me was indeed unutterable, as Whitman describes in his poem. The ultimate dimension of reality opened to me and............ Surrounding all of mankind.... and all of life throughout the universe, I witnessed an eternal and infinite ocean of emotion......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... consisting entirely of the purest form of love imaginable................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... It floats as an invisible fog to the naked eye, and surrounds and permeates all of life................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................It is where life comes from and through which everything exists. It indeed................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................."expands over the whole earth and spreads to the roof of heaven" .........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
For approximately 45 mins to 1 hour, I was within this state of mind, and I witnessed the world as it truly was. My fear of death evaporated, and I was humbled and in awe. I cannot fully describe the harmony and beauty that the universe and life has, except to say that everything is perfect, and that everything is beautiful. Space Nebula's remind me of the vibrative emotional flow that I witnessed and I hope the images I provide can allow to you see these images of space in a new manner. Indeed man has free will, but is nonetheless engulfed in love. Eventually I descended from this realm, and my emotions returned to normal. I was left exhausted and needed to sleep.
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
I was angered that human beings were living lives in the pursuit of material possessions. I was angered that capitalists and zionists were perverting western civilization into a consumer driven society. I was angered at the lack of love and the lack of forgiveness in the world. I was angered that these people believe human beings should live in a society modeled by evolution and survival of the fittest. Let me say that man's morals and man's desires define the systems in which man lives in. And with the majority of men living for the pursuit of material, for wealth, and for lust, the governments and systems that man throughout the world find themselves in, is not surprising in the least. Man must be free, but man must live for maturation and love.
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
Too many individuals today live on the surface of life, and have become blinded by the numerous distractions that are found in the modern world. Many turn a blind eye to the poverty and chaos spiraling downward just 1 continent and 1 ocean away. Religion is often discarded or looked at wearily with the pope recently making a statement saying "Mankind is still in Darkness." We must all awaken from this darkness, from this blindness. God is within all of us, but we must cultivate the soul.
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
For those of you living your own paths and journeying through life looking for the answers to life mysteries, I hope I have provided you with a glimpse of what your entire existence was meant to perceive. Stop at nothing to reach this sight, for it was meant for all of us, and not just the "prophets." Every man alive has the capability and the power to dig deep within themselves, for it was meant for you to experience since the day you were born. As new born babies, we entered the world transfigured, but as we pass through into adulthood, we have forgotten its presence and warmth.
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
I believe I could have left this realm, though I wanted to stay behind. I wanted to share this with people, and help as many as I can, just as others before me have done. I am reminded of my experience whenever I look at images of nebula's deep in outer space. I hope that when you look at these pictures, you can possibly understand, at the periphery, what it is like, to see emotion. Remember, this love is the life force inside of you, and this also is what surrounds and is within all forms of life. The empty space around you, is anything but empty; it is alive flowing with love. We are bathed in this infinite and eternal emotion just as sea life is immersed within the ocean.
..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
I humble myself before the almighty spirit and pray that I have detailed this revelation in as clear a form as I possibly could have done. If you have any questions please comment or message me. May you all find love and life in the time you have... please leave a comment, I would like to know that I have touched your heart hopefully........... all in the name of GOD, the holy spirit that dwells within us and throughout all creation, the most merciful and all powerful.
<3 Please share this with as many people as you can. This is the truth, so help me god.
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LifeEmotion
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