I was brought up a catholic, went to a catholic school, have been baptised, communion and confirmation and used to go to church every sunday until i was 15.
My faith has always been troubled with questions of why bad things keep happening to me it never stops. I have been at breaking point at so many times and i'm only 22. I have major family problems, health problems, and then when in december 2006 my little cousin died of a brain tumour on her brothers 3rd birthday that made me completely lose my faith. To see someone who had so much potential at such a young age die crushed me. This plus many other things that have happened to me in my past and still now mean that i find it SO SO hard to believe in god.
When it gets too much for me to bear i pray and still things get worse and i don't know what i've done to deserve it so yes i have lost my faith and i don't know if i will get it back because i haven't stepped foot in a church since i was 15 except for my little cousins funeral and my friends funeral and i don't know if i ever will again.