God Is A Liar
I have been a devout Christian for fifteen years. In thirteen of those years I have been working at a company were we have to reach a quota every day. I have been praying to God for all thirteen years to help me be succesful in my work and help me reach quota. Up until now He has still not answered my prayer, I mean come on, how long must one keep on praying. (I believe now that praying is actually really begging). Other people who are not christians and those who do not serve Him are always succesful. Do not get me wrong, I do not wish for them to be unsuccesful. But I payed my tenths, did so much for God and served him with everything. God just chose not to help me. The other people don't even help the needy, but they always succeed. It's amaizing how the wicked always have a prosperous life, but Christians always have to suffer and just keep on thanking and praising God like fools for all the blessings, but I believe it is the wicked who are really blessed
God's word says that without faith it is impossible to please Him, but when you use your faith and He just ignores your prayes and you start loosing your faith? Because of God not helping me succeed, I have lost my faith in Him, I thought it was His will for His children to succeed and be prosperous, not that I ever wanted to be a millionnaire or anything. Yes, and I know that Christians will also have hard times, but that is no excuse for God to ignore His childrens cries for help. I was happy with my salary and greatful that I had a job, but all I wanted was to know that God was also Lord at my work, that He was with me at work. That is all I ever wanted, was for God to be my God and for me to serve Him. He has just plainly ingored my pleas and cries of despaire.
My question is now, that He has not answered my prayer, what is His excuse for not helping me. Is He going to tell me one day that it was Satan who prevented me from being succesful? Isn't that wonderful? Put the blame on someone else for not doing what was asked of you. I do believe God exsists and I believe Jesus and the Holy Spirit exist, but I believe now that we have been put here on this earth for Their amusement. I just do not believe anything God says anymore, I believe He is a liar and that most of the Word of God is all lies. At the moment I have so much hatred for God, pity we can not fire Him and select a god who REALLY cares about his people
God took my faith away and because I have no faith in Him and have stopped serving Him I am now doomed for hell. I believe God pushes people away from Him like this, by destroying their faith because then He can send them to hell, afterall His word does say that only a handful will make it into heaven. I believe that if everyone on this planet had to give their lives to Chist, that God would be in for a crisis, because there is not enough room up in heaven for everyone on this planet