Mixed Emotions

I didn't exactly have the best childhood. I missed out on a lot.My grandmother raised me from the ages of 6-14, so we did not have the traditional grandmother/granddaughter relationship. I was treated like the "red-headed stepchild" and I don't even have red hair. She passed away just over 4 years ago and 10 1/2 months after my husband. She had a lot of health problems and was in her early 70's when she passed. I have mixed emotions concerning her passing because she was my grandmother yes, but she didn't treat me like a granddaughter - or of blood relation for that matter.
Bubbles48509 Bubbles48509
36-40, F
Jan 21, 2013