I Lost Five Brothers, One Sister and One Sibling of Unknown Gender.

My Biological Father slept around.  Alot.  He got my Mother pregnant with me and my twin sister.  My twin sister died when my Mother was four months pregnant.  About the time my Father got my Mother pregnant, he also got another girl pregnant.  I don't kow if that girl kept the baby, gave it up for adoption or had an abortion.  My Father cheated on and then dumped my Mother when she was three or four months pregnant and his new girlfriend had twin sons, born prematurely, and one died at three weeks old.  The surviving twin and his Mother soon disappeared.  (This was 30+ years ago.)  A couple years ago, I tracked down this brother of mine, but I've since lost contact with him, so I've lost him twice, now.  When I was three or four, my Father got had another son, and then about two years later, another son after that.  I don't know if they have the same Mother or different Mothers, I only know their names and approxamate ages.  I've been searching for them forever.  When I was five or six, my Father again got someone pregnant, resulting in my youngest brother.  A couple years ago, I found him, but I shortly lost contact with him.  I have no idea where he is, only that I've lost him twice, as well.  Every day for the last 20 years, I've thought about and missed my brothers and sister.  People say you can't miss what you never had, but that's not true.  I have a sister and two brothers from my Mother's side.  I know what could have been with my siblings on my Father's side.  About 20 years ago, my Father was hit by a car and suffered severe brain damage.  Whatever help he could have given me in finding my siblings is lost now.  :(

harleyhalfmoon harleyhalfmoon
31-35, F
4 Responses Feb 27, 2009

They are not lost from you one day we will all reunite with all our relations. We are all related because we are all God,Goddess, creation. So please believe me we will bring all of the pices together. Love and Light Mary

My goodness, you poor thing, losing them once is hard enough, but twice! my father slept around too (part of why they divorced) that was when i was a baby.. she had one son before me and he died before he was born, then she had me.. then she got divorced.. then got re married when i was 3, and they had three misscarriages.. so i have 4 brothers in heaven.. i've actually written much about it.. how i always secretly hoped that by some miracle they really actually survived and were searching for me.. like those stories about babies found in dumpsters and hotel rooms etc.. anyway.. i would go on and on and on about it, but i'll spare you.. you've lived it.. may God bless you and surround you with his comfort..

Yes, MySpace has been a Godsend. That's how I found two of my brothers (the ones I've since lost contact with).

hi,<br />
I am sorry to hear about the luck you had.<br />
I feel some time like you .<br />
You still miss them .<br />
I had some brother or sister that my mom had miscaiges and I miss them so much.<br />
And wonder why they died and I lived.<br />
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Keep looking and I went to MySpace and my lost son that I lost of 19years I found him there.<br />
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So there is hope.<br />
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I am here if you need to talk to some one.<br />
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Lashanda