True Happiness

Its been almost a year since weve talked. The worst year of my life. iv made it closer to hell than heaven. Iv lived in darkness,struggling to find light. Wrapped myself in more tears than smiles. Slept to more nightmares than dreams. & worst part in that year i could no longer recognize ally but recognized a ruthless,angry,pained,abused girl that hurt herself & others. Just one year away from you,leaving me when i loved you n needed you. You were poisonious & cruel during that time.Now its a year later & were friends. I let what happen escape my memory but the more n more we talk i cant escape the pain you caused me because it changed me. & i fell out of love with you. & im okay with that because i found the man God wants me to be with,and every part of my being tells me this is right and is pointing to him. Im falling for him & for once this is true happiness. Goodbye old love & friend.