What An Unhappy Marriage Can Do To YouAn unhappy, uninspiring, unmotivating marriage made me lose myself. I didn't care about anything. I gave up all that I enjoyed for a couch and tv every night. I was so unhappy for more than 3 years, and I allowed myself to become something I wasn't. I was a dancer, an athlete, and I became nothing.
This year I've taken control of my mind, my heart and my body. I am healing wounds of the past, managing the sadness of the present, and taking care of my body once again. I am back playing my sports after a long hiatus, I am running again (well not for a few months after a nasty injury), and I am taking care of what I eat again. I am slowly becoming me again, and that makes me happy.
I cannot wait until this injury heals and I can get back to doing what I love to do again. I want to run, I want to play soccer, I want to be active and healthy. I have so many goals for myself, and I won't let life pass me by again. I won't let myself get into a place where I am so unhappy in a relationship again. I deserve more than that, and I will get it right this time! I will never allow myself to waste away like I did. I'm going to be healthy and happy!
Lucidblue 36-40, F 12 Responses 2 Apr 16, 2011