I Felt Better Before.I've always considered myself a curvy girl.
I graduated at 150lbs, and later put on my Freshman15. At my heaviest, 168lbs, I had major sex appeal. My weight was proportionate, my waist defined, and I loved my curves. I was so proud of my ultra-feminine body.
This spring I made a lifestyle change - I took control of my drinking, reduced my refined-food intake, and upped my veggies and fruits. 8 months later, I now weigh in around 135lbs.
I used to always feel good about myself. I accepted that my belly button disappeared when I sat down. I never imagined I'd have a flat stomach.
Now I'm calculating my BMI monthly, and taking my measurements bi-monthly. I stand in front of a full-length mirror and stare at my body 10 times a day. I feel good... but more than anything else, I feel disappointingly average.
How do I get my "oomph!" back??
moonlightwanderer 18-21, F 2 Responses 0 Dec 1, 2012