My Self Esteem Is In The Toilet
I've always felt that I was inferior to others and not superior. I just feel that the self esteem has been sucked out of me. I've never felt attractive or pretty. Always felt every female that is my age has it all together and is prettier than me . I had to leave college because my self esteem is that low and felt that I was lower than dirt. I've tried to explain this to my mother and my family but everyone does not believe how I really feel. I get so angry. I tried therapy but the therapist did not believe me. It is that noone understands me. I do not know how to make myself feel beautiful inside.