When I look at myself, in any circumstance, I look contorted or smudged. When I go out, I wear clothes that wouldn't be noticeable. When people look at my I feel as if they're disgusted. It's hard for me because I was never one to judge people on looks, I don't understand why I care so much about it in myself. My best friends are all beautiful and get plenty of attention, I'm too quiet and off looking to be noticed. I can't stand the way I look. I want to wear a f*cking bag over my head, that would probably make people give a ****.