Why Cant I Feel Happy

I feel so worthless im only 14 teen and im feeling this way everyday I look in the mirror and hate what I see always wanting to fix something people always tell me im beautiful I have all the friends and everyone always says im perfect I have all the friends boys and clothes but that means nothing im tired of always putting this fake small on my face just so people wont ask "what's wrong" every night I cry I have no one to talk to my mother never understands or listens .. I have this big empty feeling im ashamed to say but I sometimes try to take away the pain with boys knowing I mean nothing to them but for that one moment I feel like something then I go back to feeling worthless and ugly its getting to the point where I just want to give up on everything I don't want to cry anymore tears or feel anymore pain
christaaa christaaa
13-15
1 Response May 17, 2012

I know exactly how you feel, i honestly felt the same way. I would recommend counseling or meeting with a therapist.