All I Want Is Change
Hello, I'm A 22 year old female and would greatly appreciate some help. Ever since I can remember, I've always had very low self esteem and it has just recently gotten worse. I have never considered myself beautiful, I'm always judgemental towards myself, compare myself to other females. I just want change, I just want to be happy with myself but I don't know how. Its so hard for me. My boyfriend always tells me that I'm beautiful, but his words do not make an impact on me what so ever. I don't feel like I believe him. I'm always thinking in the back of my mind "he's just saying that/he doesn't mean it". This is the longest relationship I've ever been in and I'm afraid my insecurities will get in the way. I've never allowed myself to get close to anyone and he is the first that I'm really trying it with. I just need help to gain more confidence within myself. I want that change. Just to feel beautiful.