I Don't Know How To Change.
Ever since I can remember I have never truely loved myself. I think back and I don't even know why this is. I had a pretty good childhood. I try to think positive each day, I have good days, and I have bad days like everybody else does. But the bad days are the worst. I feel like there is someone in my head (not meaning to sound crazy) telling me that i'm never going to achieve anything, why would anyone ever love me and that i'm useless. I know that my way of thinking hurts the people around me and they dont see what I see. I don't enjoy meeting new people because I think they see what I see. I don't like socializing because I feel like people are judging me all the time. I know I need to change and get on with my life, otherwise I am going to ruin my relationships with people. I can't wait for the day I can look in the mirror and like everything about me.