I Want To Be Loved: But Can't Risk To Be Hated

I want to be loved and have friends who I can trust and fall in their arms when I cant go on but so far that moment has never come to me. I was bullied and my primary school for being light brown instead of white like everyone else. My parents didn't believe me when I told them so I carried on suffering. Now I look around in my secondary school and watch everyone hanging out and having fun and wish to do the same but I get to scared about what they will think of me. I want to be loved but I am to afraid to be hated.
MikaHina MikaHina
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 18, 2012

Kids can be very evil, but as one grows old they tend to know more the consequence of their actions. The way you wrote, the color of your skin should not pose to be a big problem. I would suggest that you gather your courage and try to make friends, the more you wait the harder it gets. Be brave. I hope you succeed.

Thank you so much for your comment, It means alot to me and I will follow your advice.

If you need someone to talk in the future i will be at your disposition. Best of luck.