Hi, I'm new to this sort of stuff, so a little nervous! I just feel like I need to talk to someone who doesn't know me for some reason? I'm 24 years old, and since I was around 15 until 18 I was constantly bullied, had no friends and kept to myself. I feel like this has had a massive impact on the way I feel about myself at the moment, I am too afraid to do anything by myself, I find it difficult to speak to anybody new as I feel they won't card what I have to say. this is stopping me from getting a job, I have no money, I don't go out anymore. the only 2 great things in my life are my little puppy and my fiance, which I still can't believe I got a boyfriend let alone a fiance! he's great, but slowly losing patience with me as I've been suffering depression, anxiety and having panic attacks for almost 2 years now. I just want some words of wisdom and encouragement to make myself feel better! if you took the time to read this, thank you VERY MUCH!