My Sense Of Self Worth Is Reliant On Other People

I don't try and blend in or make myself unnoticeable, quite the opposite. I make sure that men and other people will see me as attractive and comment on it, if they don't I seek attention my behaviour becomes erratic, if I don't get told something nice about myself I feel really awful about myself, I have done almost anything to get this validation in the past, I often profess opinions I don't believe in just to please people. If I'm not pleasing people I feel rejected as if I'm nothing.
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Jan 20, 2013