There was a point in my life that I actually felt confident. I couldn't tell the difference if my confidence was real or just because of a mild manic episode though. But surely, I've felt it. It's just that recently, my self-esteem is at its lowest. My school and previous job credentials say that I am perfectly capable but my mind can't keep up. My head says I can't do anything good. I have no idea how to build up my confidence now but it's definitely keeping me from getting a job. It sucks.