Hello it's me..
I have a very low self esteem. It became worst when my ex made me feel that I wasn't good enough for him because I'm not equally attractive as him. I mean I already know that I'm ugly, he does not have to rub it on my face. I know you'd probably say that I should not give him the satisfaction to see me get affected with it but I did and I am. I avoid mirrors as much as possible because it pulls me down every time I see my face. When people say I'm pretty, I think they are just being nice. It's like no one would ever like me for me because most people look only from the outside. People say that I can't find someone to love me if I can't love myself first but I don't know how to love myself. I hate myself. I don't know anymore.