Just Developed Low Self Esteem

many ppl keep calling me fat. I do not see the problem. I am very top heavy and have big legs but I only have to lose a few pounds around the belly. I am not understanding why my parents bother me and some guys I have dated did. I am tired of it. Most ppl compliment me for being thick. I am tired of it. Now when I see skinny women on tv or on the internet in bikini's, it makes me very sad. I go to the gym, but sometimes I feel like why am I going for everyone else?!

YogeeBear YogeeBear
22-25, F
Mar 12, 2010